(: My Mark Prevails, on my Friends :)

Saturday, October 6, 2012

I was a very successful King once...! :D
But have lost a very major part of my Kingdom (My Life) and my People (My Friends)... in the Recent times...! :(

Now... the only thing left is to, defend the remaining Kingdom and its People, by all means, with the help of my Minister (My Brain) and my Knight (My Heart)...!!
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Well, what i actually meant with these words was that...
I once used to have a great life... full of friends and fun, which is not the situation now.

I'm now 22, and ever since i'm 3... i used to have a heck lot of friends. I have studied in 7 schools in 6 cities, 2 colleges and in a University... that i have earned myself a very good amount of friends.

It all started in my 6th at an age of 11, that i have created a 'Yahoo ID' and started chatting with People in Yahoo's Chat rooms...! At that time, Internet was not much found in India... Which made me have only Foreign friends that time :)

      My life changer in the aspect of Friends was, when i was in Pune in my 7th, where, with the love of Pokemon, i have made a very huge number of friends. But ofcourse... only with the intention of having more Pokemon collectibles. So, those friendships didn't stand out...! (But still.. there were a few i liked, even if they doesn't have any collectibles with them ;) They are still in my FB now :)

It was in pune itself, that i have decided to start speaking with girls... when i reach Andhra pradesh... since i have had none since then, with the problem of 'Not knowing Hindi', and 'I being busy with pokemon'...!

So, on my return to Andhra... i have got access to girls as well :)
Then came 'O R K U T' into my life. It was at an age of 15, that i have started establishing an Empire via Social Networking...! I was one of the 1st Million users of Orkut at that time...! Later, orkut got more and more users, and i have got more and more friends as well :) I have seen Orkut grow into a huge Phenomenon... by being there...all the time.

I used to have more than 300 friends on Orkut... of which, not more than 50 were known to me in real life. Just bcoz... people in Andra concentrate more on studies than on things as such. But still, Orkut gave me very good friends, who are still in my Best buddy's list...! :)

When i was decided to join in GITAM University to pursue my engineering...
My real Orkut life has started. Joined communities, got to know more people, got more friends and so on.

My Intermediate or '+2'... was totally a night mare, and have got only... People who mock me, tease me, and make fun of me :| Generally, inter is an age to build foundations for better career, and for better friendships of life...! But all i have got from it, due to my sick behavior was... "NOTHING and No ONE"...!

I wanted my Engineering life to be totally different to that, and i was mostly successful in that. Got many friends, very good classmates, lots of acquaintances and many more. Had great Memories (Tours, Partys, Outings, Meetups, Bunks etc); Achievements (Short films, Good grades, Job etc) and great Life as well...!

But i still feel low about it, as i have observed...
People who are Rich,  People who have Height, People who are Active and Initiative, People who look Good, or People who prove themselves in Acads or such related stuff.... are the only one's who get Respect and Recognition. I am obviously not much into any such qualities... so obviously didn't get any such things as well...! :|

But still... have earned a wide recognition among a lot of friends, with the few things i have. I gained attention in 1st Year, among my classmates, when i have lost my 'Phone' to a senior, as a part of Ragging.

Later, i have visited Japan, and that gave me some recognition in my Branch. Then came Short-films, which have increased my levels of recognition to other branches too :) I... at a point of time had more than 250 contacts in my phone, and used to chat with most of them... Day and Night...! :)

I used to escape or hide from my mom, just to have a conversation with the one i like...! Did this for years... hmm...almost 6 years... from 15 to 21...! :)

I have spent more than half of these 6 years with friends only. Used to chat and chat and chat and chat... and never have i concentrated on Studies or anything useful for life...! But still... i'm lucky that i'm not so bad at Life and Studies...! :) Have had, thousands of Friends, Chatted with many hundreds, and have met and spent lots of quality time with a few hundreds, as well :)

Now, the situation is all different... and the number of people who are with me, and people who chat with me is into 20's...! It's all bcoz of my Attitude, which has changed veryyyy Weirdly, as i have entered my 22nd year... that i have started ignoring people, and have stopped caring them... :| (I still REGRET this ATTITUDE of Mine, but unable to Overcome it...! :'(

This has only resulted in, people moving away from me....! :|
From Thousands to Hundreds to Twenties...! :|

But, I can still proudly say that... " My Mark Prevails, on my Friends "...! :)
i.e, "For the way i have behaved with my Friends, and for the Quality time i gave them...
I don't think they might Forget me so soon... and I'm sure... not many, might have forgotten me...by now....!" :)

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