Just now, my Best Friend asked me..."Just for one incident, how could you leave the 4 year Friend ship of ours?"...!!! Well.... atleast he made that step, whereas the other two Best Friends, didn't even care to speak that word also. :|
Well... i couldn't ask him then and there that..."who left whom?" And maybe, i will ask him very soon, if i get the chance....! Before i ask him, i would just rewind what had actually happened, so that even i will get to know...'Who left whom?'...!
It was on the night of August 15th, that we were all veryyyyy happyyyyy (Can't say in words), that we were done with our Project @ ILP in TCS, finally :) That was the best moment among us, in the 3 months of ILP training with TCS at Trivandrum...! We had a great party :) All wentvery veryyyyy well. Far better than expected :) All the world seemed to be happy for us...!
Ofcourse i have received manyyyy comments, the next day... but that was fine. We were all best friends, and no one would matter the 'Teasings' as such... among Best friends :) Even i didn't. :)
Later that day (16th), i spoke to one of my Best Friend regarding something, and asked him to be fair, as always...! I thought he would understand my proposal, and the matter will be resolved as and then, as it was veryyyyy minute matter... atleast when it is among such 'Best Friends'...!
But i don't know what this friend of mine has said to other two friends... that... One of my Best Friends, and My Own Room-mate, here in TVM, stopped talking to me. I thought he was angry on something. But he was fine with everyone else. Then i understood that he was angry on me, not on somebody else :|
I do have some EGO, but not much. So, i could just 'MAIL' him, but couldn't try to make him talk. In the mail, i was rude, but also tried to explain him, what had happened. But i didn't any reply from him... Till Date...! So, who left whom, now? (I know that, this friend of mine has a lot of ego and attitude. But i didn't know that he would show that with his Close Friends too. Well, never mind... I have mine too )
When coming to other two... they both are considered as my 'Brothers', in my family. Every single family member knows about them, and my parents does consider them as my own...! I never loved any others more than them. My new Bestie.... Shankar loves me a lot, even when i just show him 5 to 10% of love, that i show on the other two....!! But...they have always made fun of me and have always mistook me....! :|
I think they both does like me also... but they never show it much, as i do. When they are individually alone with me, they would be fine. But when they both meet, they would make hell lot of fun on me...! : D Ofcourse, that's the best thing about them :) That's what i love about them too :)
After this ILP, we will all be separated. One of these 3 would be with me, and i was happy, atleast for that. But yesterday... the last day of ILP... that Bestie of mine, got a mail that even he got transferred to Chennai, from Hyderabad, along with other Two...! :| I was speechless, disheartened, calm, sad... and almost all such feelings filled my Heart...!
I have made myself some veryyyy good friends here in ILP, but even they were set to Banglore....! Which means, i'll be all alone in my life @ Hyderabad...! Didn't find anyone to speak. Everyone had their problems. So, spoke to mom. Didn't feel better.
Planned for a trip with Colleagues. Plan got cancelled.
Tried to sleep. Couldn't sleep.
Tried to watch movies. Couldn't pay concentration.
My room mate made me a total stranger by now...! He woke up at 11, and by 11:15, he was out of room. Didn't know where he went. Other two showed up...but left as well. Didn't know what to do.
Went to someone who 'Likes' me, and whom i like a lot.... My Banglore Friends. Ate at 'Spice hut', and went to 'The Expendables 2' movie with them. Later, lots of fun and Shopping and jokes have happened, and that's a totally different story. Bcoz, i would anyhow love being with them....!
The matter now is... my bestie's have also invited me to join them for weekend. But...
* My room mate won't talk to me. If i go, he will face difficulty facing me.
* They all will be very happy, as they all are going to same place. I would feel sad.
* After that clash, even the other two weren't so close to me. So, i can't bear that....!
So, i just went out with my other friends, and had a great time. Our wave lengths match. Our frequencies match. We are fair with each other, and so... we make up a great Friendship bond :)
And when i returned, my bestie's asked me that question. I didn't know what to answer. Just came to room. My room mate also came. He just packed everything. I thought he is packing for our trip on Monday. But he just packed and left from room... Without a word....! (He is out of the Room. Went to his other friends place). Tears rolled in my eyes. Did i really do such a big mistake, that these Best friends, whom i valued a lot are hating me??
Most of the people i meet, does like me at first. But soon, this is what happens. Why?
Am i really a bad guy, to be with?
Then why do people get separated from easily, without any bond?
Well... i don't know answers of any of these questions...!!!
But with these friends, i just asked something stupid, but expected them to understand me. Didn't expect them to take it in that way...! But still, even now, i won't consider myself wrong. Bcoz i wasn't...!
And, I am fine with it. My heart broke a 1000 times before, and this time, it's fine... SO FAR. (Forget me, even they will miss a Friend like me. I am sure of it...! And if they don't....... :|
And....I would just ask once again...
"Who left whom?" :|
Well... i couldn't ask him then and there that..."who left whom?" And maybe, i will ask him very soon, if i get the chance....! Before i ask him, i would just rewind what had actually happened, so that even i will get to know...'Who left whom?'...!
It was on the night of August 15th, that we were all veryyyyy happyyyyy (Can't say in words), that we were done with our Project @ ILP in TCS, finally :) That was the best moment among us, in the 3 months of ILP training with TCS at Trivandrum...! We had a great party :) All went
Ofcourse i have received manyyyy comments, the next day... but that was fine. We were all best friends, and no one would matter the 'Teasings' as such... among Best friends :) Even i didn't. :)
Later that day (16th), i spoke to one of my Best Friend regarding something, and asked him to be fair, as always...! I thought he would understand my proposal, and the matter will be resolved as and then, as it was veryyyyy minute matter... atleast when it is among such 'Best Friends'...!
But i don't know what this friend of mine has said to other two friends... that... One of my Best Friends, and My Own Room-mate, here in TVM, stopped talking to me. I thought he was angry on something. But he was fine with everyone else. Then i understood that he was angry on me, not on somebody else :|
I do have some EGO, but not much. So, i could just 'MAIL' him, but couldn't try to make him talk. In the mail, i was rude, but also tried to explain him, what had happened. But i didn't any reply from him... Till Date...! So, who left whom, now? (I know that, this friend of mine has a lot of ego and attitude. But i didn't know that he would show that with his Close Friends too. Well, never mind... I have mine too )
When coming to other two... they both are considered as my 'Brothers', in my family. Every single family member knows about them, and my parents does consider them as my own...! I never loved any others more than them. My new Bestie.... Shankar loves me a lot, even when i just show him 5 to 10% of love, that i show on the other two....!! But...they have always made fun of me and have always mistook me....! :|
I think they both does like me also... but they never show it much, as i do. When they are individually alone with me, they would be fine. But when they both meet, they would make hell lot of fun on me...! : D Ofcourse, that's the best thing about them :) That's what i love about them too :)
After this ILP, we will all be separated. One of these 3 would be with me, and i was happy, atleast for that. But yesterday... the last day of ILP... that Bestie of mine, got a mail that even he got transferred to Chennai, from Hyderabad, along with other Two...! :| I was speechless, disheartened, calm, sad... and almost all such feelings filled my Heart...!
I have made myself some veryyyy good friends here in ILP, but even they were set to Banglore....! Which means, i'll be all alone in my life @ Hyderabad...! Didn't find anyone to speak. Everyone had their problems. So, spoke to mom. Didn't feel better.
Planned for a trip with Colleagues. Plan got cancelled.
Tried to sleep. Couldn't sleep.
Tried to watch movies. Couldn't pay concentration.
My room mate made me a total stranger by now...! He woke up at 11, and by 11:15, he was out of room. Didn't know where he went. Other two showed up...but left as well. Didn't know what to do.
Went to someone who 'Likes' me, and whom i like a lot.... My Banglore Friends. Ate at 'Spice hut', and went to 'The Expendables 2' movie with them. Later, lots of fun and Shopping and jokes have happened, and that's a totally different story. Bcoz, i would anyhow love being with them....!
The matter now is... my bestie's have also invited me to join them for weekend. But...
* My room mate won't talk to me. If i go, he will face difficulty facing me.
* They all will be very happy, as they all are going to same place. I would feel sad.
* After that clash, even the other two weren't so close to me. So, i can't bear that....!
So, i just went out with my other friends, and had a great time. Our wave lengths match. Our frequencies match. We are fair with each other, and so... we make up a great Friendship bond :)
And when i returned, my bestie's asked me that question. I didn't know what to answer. Just came to room. My room mate also came. He just packed everything. I thought he is packing for our trip on Monday. But he just packed and left from room... Without a word....! (He is out of the Room. Went to his other friends place). Tears rolled in my eyes. Did i really do such a big mistake, that these Best friends, whom i valued a lot are hating me??
Most of the people i meet, does like me at first. But soon, this is what happens. Why?
Am i really a bad guy, to be with?
Then why do people get separated from easily, without any bond?
Well... i don't know answers of any of these questions...!!!
But with these friends, i just asked something stupid, but expected them to understand me. Didn't expect them to take it in that way...! But still, even now, i won't consider myself wrong. Bcoz i wasn't...!
And, I am fine with it. My heart broke a 1000 times before, and this time, it's fine... SO FAR. (Forget me, even they will miss a Friend like me. I am sure of it...! And if they don't....... :|
And....I would just ask once again...
"Who left whom?" :|
6 comments:
asala em marledu anamata :| title chadivi love story emaina cheptnavu anukunna :/ #dissapointed
haha... not in a mood for that. anyway, u want that? u will get that...! veryyy soon ;)
the same situation has happened to me in b-tech final year with my close friend not anymore.....Still its a big question who left whom.....?
I dont why people dont talk if any misunderstanding occurs...
hmm i have lost many bestie's since my childhood, due to frequent transfers of my dad's job...! so, im used to them now :)
When a good friendship is broken just by a question... it ought to be something serious that the other person didn't feel that good about it.
The question is not about who left whom? The question is Why isn't the issue still resolved ? . And when it comes to best friends, the differences get resolved easily. But when it doesn't , hmm.. well, I don't know what went wrong.
You could have talked , no ?
Asked the reasons, may be ? So that if there is anything wrong which the other person feels, you might correct in the future .
i did try to talk... but with great difficulty. 2 are fine with me now. one (my room mate) left to al-saz. its fine. i'm ok with it...!
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