B H V 's Facts :)

(: My Mark Prevails, on my Friends :)

I was a very successful King once...! :D
But have lost a very major part of my Kingdom (My Life) and my People (My Friends)... in the Recent times...! :(

Now... the only thing left is to, defend the remaining Kingdom and its People, by all means, with the help of my Minister (My Brain) and my Knight (My Heart)...!!
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Well, what i actually meant with these words was that...
I once used to have a great life... full of friends and fun, which is not the situation now.

I'm now 22, and ever since i'm 3... i used to have a heck lot of friends. I have studied in 7 schools in 6 cities, 2 colleges and in a University... that i have earned myself a very good amount of friends.

It all started in my 6th at an age of 11, that i have created a 'Yahoo ID' and started chatting with People in Yahoo's Chat rooms...! At that time, Internet was not much found in India... Which made me have only Foreign friends that time :)

      My life changer in the aspect of Friends was, when i was in Pune in my 7th, where, with the love of Pokemon, i have made a very huge number of friends. But ofcourse... only with the intention of having more Pokemon collectibles. So, those friendships didn't stand out...! (But still.. there were a few i liked, even if they doesn't have any collectibles with them ;) They are still in my FB now :)

It was in pune itself, that i have decided to start speaking with girls... when i reach Andhra pradesh... since i have had none since then, with the problem of 'Not knowing Hindi', and 'I being busy with pokemon'...!

So, on my return to Andhra... i have got access to girls as well :)
Then came 'O R K U T' into my life. It was at an age of 15, that i have started establishing an Empire via Social Networking...! I was one of the 1st Million users of Orkut at that time...! Later, orkut got more and more users, and i have got more and more friends as well :) I have seen Orkut grow into a huge Phenomenon... by being there...all the time.

I used to have more than 300 friends on Orkut... of which, not more than 50 were known to me in real life. Just bcoz... people in Andra concentrate more on studies than on things as such. But still, Orkut gave me very good friends, who are still in my Best buddy's list...! :)

When i was decided to join in GITAM University to pursue my engineering...
My real Orkut life has started. Joined communities, got to know more people, got more friends and so on.

My Intermediate or '+2'... was totally a night mare, and have got only... People who mock me, tease me, and make fun of me :| Generally, inter is an age to build foundations for better career, and for better friendships of life...! But all i have got from it, due to my sick behavior was... "NOTHING and No ONE"...!

I wanted my Engineering life to be totally different to that, and i was mostly successful in that. Got many friends, very good classmates, lots of acquaintances and many more. Had great Memories (Tours, Partys, Outings, Meetups, Bunks etc); Achievements (Short films, Good grades, Job etc) and great Life as well...!

But i still feel low about it, as i have observed...
People who are Rich,  People who have Height, People who are Active and Initiative, People who look Good, or People who prove themselves in Acads or such related stuff.... are the only one's who get Respect and Recognition. I am obviously not much into any such qualities... so obviously didn't get any such things as well...! :|

But still... have earned a wide recognition among a lot of friends, with the few things i have. I gained attention in 1st Year, among my classmates, when i have lost my 'Phone' to a senior, as a part of Ragging.

Later, i have visited Japan, and that gave me some recognition in my Branch. Then came Short-films, which have increased my levels of recognition to other branches too :) I... at a point of time had more than 250 contacts in my phone, and used to chat with most of them... Day and Night...! :)

I used to escape or hide from my mom, just to have a conversation with the one i like...! Did this for years... hmm...almost 6 years... from 15 to 21...! :)

I have spent more than half of these 6 years with friends only. Used to chat and chat and chat and chat... and never have i concentrated on Studies or anything useful for life...! But still... i'm lucky that i'm not so bad at Life and Studies...! :) Have had, thousands of Friends, Chatted with many hundreds, and have met and spent lots of quality time with a few hundreds, as well :)

Now, the situation is all different... and the number of people who are with me, and people who chat with me is into 20's...! It's all bcoz of my Attitude, which has changed veryyyy Weirdly, as i have entered my 22nd year... that i have started ignoring people, and have stopped caring them... :| (I still REGRET this ATTITUDE of Mine, but unable to Overcome it...! :'(

This has only resulted in, people moving away from me....! :|
From Thousands to Hundreds to Twenties...! :|

But, I can still proudly say that... " My Mark Prevails, on my Friends "...! :)
i.e, "For the way i have behaved with my Friends, and for the Quality time i gave them...
I don't think they might Forget me so soon... and I'm sure... not many, might have forgotten me...by now....!" :)

Cricket - The Killer (of) Sport(s) in India

I’m an Indian and like every other Indian kid, even i was exposed to a lot of cricket- on TV, on the grounds, on the roads and in the classroom. Cricket being considered a Religion in India... I have never had any option, but to enjoy it and admire it...!

It never felt ridiculous that the slow, languorous game that goes on for days together and a spectator wouldn’t have missed much, even if he missed out on an entire day of a game! No, I’m not here to curse test cricket and other forms; but 5 candid reasons why I hate this Gentleman’s game, are...

1) It was just too slow
I know many would argue that this is the very reason why T20 was introduced and arguments on those lines but still, there is too much of idle time. I can make pop corn, eat it, wash my hands, play a computer game and still when I come back, the bowler would be running in to bowl. All the tactics and field settings might increase the anxiety, but for me it just got too dull.

2) No Global Adoption
I wouldn’t consider a country a World Champion because they are the best amongst some 12 countries. Now, that’s the definition of being statistically insignificant. Yes, no one stopped the other countries from participating but the very fact that no one else decided to show up tells one that hardly anyone cares. Maybe India with its billion people is a main reason why it can still be considered a popular sport. I want to see more countries play this sport. I’m bored of the same ties.

3)  They Play It Too Often
Maybe because there are such few countries playing the sport, they keep on playing so that it gives an impression that everyone is playing cricket. The same two teams keep on playing each other all the time till they know each other so well that you wouldn’t be surprised the players paying visits to the opposition’s relatives.

4) Football is simply more interesting
Come on, let’s accept it. I was introduced to football and it just took the carpet off under my feet. I was thrilled. The through balls, the lofted pass, the perfect free kick, the sweet volley and the thundering bullet; all are very strong visuals. Short, crisp and to the point, football is a true global sport. Let’s play more.

Once you are into Football, and let it spread through your veins, you will never stop enjoying it.
It is being played by almost 170+ Countries, and that itself shows... How good it is...! :)

5) Hate it, as they Killed Other Games
Well, i accept that Indian Cricket team does perform well, and gives Indians the taste of Victory. But i seriously hate the Unanimous craze this game has, in India. I just hate the way people support this game, and doesn't care any other game in India.
*Hockey being the National sport is never cared.
*Football being the Sports King of the World is not Supported; and the players are not Funded. No Sponsors, no craze, no recognition, no support.
* Tennis was watched at a point of time, when Sania Mirza used to play. But not anymore.
* Badminton has gained some craze, because of Saina Nehwal; but even here, the story is same.
* Wrestling and Shooting have earned India some Medals and Respect in Olympics. People shared the News and Pictures, gave the players a bit of Applause... and soon forgot them :|

On the other hand, Cricketers are Highest Paid, Youth Icons, Celebrities and a Lot more...!
Come on yar... WTF...is this...?!?

I would just say.... ”Dear Cricket, you just weren’t sticky enough, and I hate the way you killed other sports in India.”

P.S. I still sit down for a India-Pakistan game for old times’ sake.
Also, i follow the matches in which, i might have a Bet with a Friend or two...
Just to see how i am Winning some money, or how i am losing some...! ;) :)

My Time Travel to Japan

       It was in the year 2008 that my dad got transferred to Tokyo, Japan; on a 3 year term from 'Bank of India'. So, with the reason of visiting him for summer, i have lived my dream of landing in a foriegn place, and that too in one of the world's best places. I have been to Japan thrice, for 3 summers until 2011, and even did my 'Internship project' in a Japanese Company named 'Infortech', with my College mate... Sandesh.

        Japan...'the land of rising sun', being comprised of 6,852 islands in all, and being 3rd largest economy in the world, can be considered... one of the best countries in Asia, as well as in the World.

        The 1st moment i have landed in Japan, i was outcold with the sudden climatic changes of around 35 degrees in India to < 15 degrees in Tokyo. My dad came and recieved me, my mom and my sis. My dad used to stay in 6th floor of the 52 floors of 'Bloom tower', in 'Shibaura island'. On my way home from airport...i was like..":O" with an open-mouth...! :D

       The Japanese have a very different culture when compared to any other country in the world. The way they look, eat, work, walk, pray, celebrate festivals, play sports, develop technologies, enjoy nature, greet people, build houses in the shapes of Pagoda's and the way they maintain their cities... is very unique.

        In my 1st visit to Japan, i was like..."Am i in heaven?". I was struck with astonishment by every single thing around me, as every thing was different in its own way. The luxurious buildings, technology assisting at every step, well planned traffic and well built cities, super cool nature and climate... were a few things, which made me feel so. I had visited some Important cities like Hiroshima, Kobe, Osaka, Nagoya, Yokohama, Kyoto; and some Important places like Mt. Fuji (highest peak in Japan), Great Buddha in Kamakura;  Kinkaku ji temple; Torii gate etc.

          I and my sister used to go for long outings in the local metro rails, and have covered up a large portion of the Tokyo city. This helped me to accompany and show almost all the places to be seen...to my friend and class mate - Sandesh, who had accompanied me in my 3rd visit to Tokyo, to my dad. This time, it was not a visit of fun. We were there on some official work - Internship at Infortech (a Japan based software company). We started working in Infortech in may'2011 and worked for 60 days until july'2011. The work atmosphere was great and we savoured each and every moment of our time at office.

        We also had great weekends there. We used pack our bags and go out early in the morning of saturday, and reach back only in the mid-nights of sunday... totally tired with less than 5% of energy remaining. We have been to Disney land, which was a trip to remember forever. The most tiresome one was our visit to a far away island, where we went through two hills and a cave...! Awesome experience on field :) We had been to many Malls, and did lots of shopping as well :)

          There are certain things, apart from climate, nature, enjoying and having luxurious life, or comfortable stay... which have dragged my attention towards Japan and which left me no choice...but to fall in Love with the Country of Japan...!

          A few notable things can be:

1) Even after such a catastrophe - Bombing of the only Nuclear missile in war, to date... they have come up with such a unity and hard work that... 'Hiroshima' is one of their major cities right now, with lots of skycrapers and with almost everything, any other city will have. I was amazed to see the way they have turned up Hiroshima, which was completely opposite to my imagination.

2) The Japanese govt takes care of children below 13 years and elders over 60 years of age with all the required necessities, by providing funds... to encourage Marriages and Families (as Japanese people won't prefer to marry and prefer to stay single)

3) Upon my 2nd visit to Japan in 2010, FIFA WC @ Africa, was in full pace and Japan was the only country to get qualified from Asia. That dragged my interest towards Football, and now... Football has become a part of my life, and routine.

4) They also have...

* World's tallest Transmission tower - Tokyo sky tree;

* World's fastest bullet trains - Shinkansen 700N;
* World's largest music market, with a total retail value of 4,096.7 million $;
* The only man-made Airport, at Osaka - made by sinking 3 war ships;

* One of the 5 Disney land, and one and only Disney sea theme parks of the world;

* One of the 4 Universal studio theme parks;

* Large man made aquariums at Sea paradise;

* They are the leading developers of Auto mobiles, Manga books, Nintendo and Play-station games, Pokemon, Doraemon and several thousands of animation wonders, which are still the kid's favourites;

* A very huge pack of skycrapers in almost every city;

          Also, I could keenly observe and capture on my camera... every single notable thing about Japan, and their living.

* They trust people a lot and leave everything to people, on trust.

* They take care of every single aspect of the country unitedly and that is why, they sought such a great advancement in almost all the fields.

* They does have corruption, but not in root levels, and this helped them in better development.

* They are hard working, and unemployment is almost nil, as they have lots of openings in various fields.

* They are mostly literates and not any beggars or homeless can be seen around.

* They are highly punctual, and have their own rules to be followed, and they does follow them perfectly.

* They have a great love for Sports... and 'Sumo wrestling' is considered their National sport, along with Karate, Judo, Archery, Ninja, Sword fight, and 72 such martial arts... each originated from different regions. They also have successful Baseball and Football teams - which are One of the top teams in the world.

          Now...who can deny falling in love with such a place of Perfection... which has everything a person needs... to have a happy life. So, even i did fall for its beauty. My days in Japan were the best in my life... in all aspects. Many friends of mine tease me now saying..."You are more into Japan. Come to India" or "Japan boy" and so on. It is not that i boast about the country a lot. Its just that i feel happier and excited... when i start speaking about this place... of My Love :) <3>

Love makes Life... ?!?

       To start of with... this is not a story to be of high expectations. This is a very common story, which happens very often in Our or Our Friend's lives :) But by the end... give me the answer... 'Love makes life... Beautiful? Dutyful? Worseful? Or whatever u may feel so...' :)

        Basically, it's all about my Friend... A Genius friend... who was not so close to me in my Engineering, but have seen him spend his time with 'Books, Certifications, Coding and such'...! He was very good at them, and when we became close in ILP @ TCS, in Trivandrum... he used to say that... "We should study and study... until we die"...and i was like... ':O' , also, that gave him respect, and people started depending on him, and liking him for his Skills and Helpful nature :) Many became his Fans :)

        From such fans of his... One girl, became a better Fan than others...and that made all the difference :)
They grew Close... Closer...and now became the Closest....! That's definitely not an issue. It happens with most of us ;) rite? : D Even i'm very happy for them, and they both have high plans for future. So all is set. :)

       But... the issue now here, is... In ILP, we had Ratings for performance... and as far as i have known him... he is the Best in that ILP batch. He could have easily challenged many other Genius performers, and could have Beat them too... for a '5 *' Rating. But what happened? He got '3 *' Rating :p
- Well, this is not anyone's mistake, but of his own. He could have concentrated on his work, apart from Love... but he didn't... and '3 *' is very less for his talent....! :|

       Anyway, now we were done with ILP and got Posted in Hyderabad. Expected 3 of my Best Friend's to stay with me in Hyd. But one got transferred to Chennai. So, sharing room with 2 now. (One is this Hero, and other is... hmm... another Hero (Because, even he has a story ;)

       Our expectation from Hyd was that... I and this Hero Friend would join Japanese classes, Learn Java, Do some internal Projects, be initiative in every programme conducted by L and D and so on...

       But the reality is... His position grew worse...and...
In Office - Of the 5 hours we stay in office, he will be on phone for 3 hours atleast.
Sleep - Yes he does sleep, but only for 2 hours... i.e, 3 a.m to 5 a.m.
Food - We plan to eat together... and we start together as well... but he will reach us, finishing his Call's, only when we are done with our Food... !! Is that call'ed eating together? :|
In Room - We will reach room by 3 p.m. He will get freshed, changes his dress and leaves off saying..."I'm going on duty", and will reach only by 6 p.m or so...! Even in roaming (Hyd-Chennai) they are so...!
- Ofcourse even in the remaining time at room... he will Call... once every 5 minutes...!
Movie - He plans to watch a movie on TV. As the movie starts, he will go out on a call, and will come only when Commercials start. When the movie is exactly about to start... he will get a call again :p

       Now you might be wondering... why the hell am i bothered about him so much... as... it is his personal life, and he has every right to do what ever he wants to do....! Yes, that's true... But...

       I made my transfer to Hyd... to be with him and to spend time with him. But he is with his phone, all the time...! :| Ofcourse i know that it's very common in love. Even i have had manyyyy situations, where i used to speak on Phone's for hours together...! But i'm retired now ;) and he is new to this Job...!
- And strictly, i have had no experience being with Lovers... and that is making all the difference.

      Also, we planned for many things... Japanese classes, Java learnings, Own internal projects, etc. Ofcourse he is saying that he would help me, and join me... but from where the heck will he get time, when he is spending almost 20 hours a day on Phone call's....! :|

     Not only from my perspective, but even he himself is getting Frustrated... by the way, things have turned out. He basically have manyyy tensions, and now his life took a total diversion...inviting new problems of 'Marriage' and all....!!! I just pity his situation, where he can neither cut the call nor ignore the call... even if he wants...! Not that the girl would kill him... but it's just that, she is too sensitive and just Cries and Cries... until he beg's her, and makes her normal... in about an hour.

      He is on the verge of losing everything he had... being fallen in love. He actually deserves to be in Microsoft or Google. But came to TCS. ok. not bad. Here, atleast he deserves '4 *' rating, but got satisfied with a '3 *' rating. In Hyd, he wanted to learn... and improve his career... but ... he himself is 'laughing' on himself...! I know things happen like that. But he himself is saying that.... "Jindagi...kaha se kaha aagayi...!"

     I know that love is Sweet and love makes Life Beautiful, for many. Dutyful too for some. Stressful to a few....! But what does it really make...? Beautiful or Stressful?

* One thing to be cleared :- My Friend and That girl... both are very good, and probably Best of a kind :) But it's just that... I miss him. I miss the valuable time we used to spend together in past...! But on the other hand, he is still with me.. and i'm happy for him. Also, i pity his situation too...! He himself does : D *

How...and Why, Manchester City ?

         English premier league...or by the Sponsors name... 'Barclays premier league (BPL)' is almost the most famous sports league of the World...! I think everyone knows the details of BPL... that it is held in England, with 20 teams from various parts of England, participating...! The BPL has some World famous teams like Manchester United, Arsenal, Liverpool, Chelsea (who were all the BPL winners, along with Blackburn Rovers), and also the 2011-12 season's new winner... Manchester City :)

         Until 2010, i have had no idea of Football or FIFA...and the reason being..."I'm an Indian, and Indians are no where nearer to Football"...! It was at the time of 2010 World cup, when i was in Tokyo, Japan ; and people around me were supporting for the only 'Asian Country' (Japan) to play in WC 2010...!! :) Being a lover of Japan, even i started supporting Japan in WC'10..! Ofcourse we didn't do well... but i got some names registered in my mind, like... "Klose (Germany)", "Sneijder (Netherlands)", "Ronaldo (Portugal)"...and also "Torres (Spain)"...! (Also loved the song... 'Waka waka' ;)

         Trust me... until then... i have no idea, who Messi was, who Van persie was, and who Kaka was...!

After the WC'10, learned how the Game structure, basically is...! (Now this is something. Rite ? :p )

After returning to India, my bestie... Abhishek...who has some good knowledge on Football by then, asked me to buy FIFA'11 (PS2 Game), so that we can play. I was not sure, how i can control 11 persons of the team at the same time... (I was new to my PS2 too...! So... :)...!

         I couldn't get a FIFA'11, but managed to grab a FIFA'09 Game cd...and we started playing...! In the beginning it was a bit odd, but soon...started loving it (as almost half the World do :) ...! The first team i took was..."Liverpool", only because...i loved the 'Name' :) Later, played many leagues, tournaments and all...! Now, my record in FIFA'09 is some, 950+ matches with 550+ wins and 1700+ goals...! :) (This might be less, but this atleast shows, how much i fell in love with this game...! :)

         Since last Quarter of year, i have been mostly concentrating on all the things, other than game...like...

* Creating a team with my 'Class name' and 'Class mates' and increasing their records...!

* Transferring players from one Team to other, based on Real life Transfers...!

* Trying to have not more than 3 star players in a team...!

* Trying to increase stats of some star players and sending them to various teams in various leagues and so on...!

( These were the most time-eating things...! They never let me play the game much...! But still... i really enjoy doing such things a lot. They give me a very strange happiness and self-satisfaction :)

       Also, in the last one year, i have gained soooooo much of knowledge on Football, Teams, Players, Salaries, Cups, Leagues and all that... now-a-days... Football is the only thing i love...! :) My fav team now is 'Netherlands International Team', bcoz of its 'Orange color Jersey' and 'Robin Van Persie' and some more players :) The 1st thing i bought, out of my salary was... 'Netherland's Jersey' :)

Also, i like the National teams of Japan and India (an upcoming, and extremely struggling team)...!

      This years, BPL has started on August 18th, and i wanted to select and support a new team, other than Liverpool...! Being a very big fan of RVP, i should support ManU. But i hate ManU. So, my choice was left to Chelsea, ManC, Tottenham and Arsenal...! I was confused...! Read all their details, stats and all...! All were great teams, and i wasn't pretty sure of what to select...!

      So, i went for voting. Asked my 5 close friends in TCS, to help me with that, and ManC, got more number of Votes...! That was what i wanted anyway... bcoz i like 'David silva' and 'Nasri' very much :)

Even when votes went for ManC... i couldn't stop myself now... and decided myself to support ManC.

      Since then, i started loving ManC, very much. My wall papers were changed from heroine's pics to ManC's pics...! My cell got filled up with the ManC's Player pics and data files, and so on :)

-> Also have just spent 3 hours, on building up the Current ManC squad of Real life... onto my PS2's ManC squad of FIFA'11 :) Without having the same team as in Real life, i wasn't being able to play...! So, i had to do it...! :| Now, i'm satisfied....and so...can Enjoy playing every game from now, with ManC, on my PS2 :)

      Thus was how, i selected ManC to be my team for this year (and probably for future too), and have seriously fell in love with ManC :) Hope, i will see them LIVE, one day...! :) (Am in plans already ;)

Who left Whom...?

     Just now, my Best Friend asked me..."Just for one incident, how could you leave the 4 year Friend ship of ours?"...!!! Well.... atleast he made that step, whereas the other two Best Friends, didn't even care to speak that word also. :|

     Well... i couldn't ask him then and there that..."who left whom?" And maybe, i will ask him very soon, if i get the chance....! Before i ask him, i would just rewind what had actually happened, so that even i will get to know...'Who left whom?'...!

     It was on the night of August 15th, that we were all veryyyyy happyyyyy (Can't say in words), that we were done with our Project @ ILP in TCS, finally :) That was the best moment among us, in the 3 months of ILP training with TCS at Trivandrum...! We had a great party :) All went very veryyyyy well. Far better than expected :) All the world seemed to be happy for us...!

    Ofcourse i have received manyyyy comments, the next day... but that was fine. We were all best friends, and no one would matter the 'Teasings' as such... among Best friends :) Even i didn't. :)

    Later that day (16th), i spoke to one of my Best Friend regarding something, and asked him to be fair, as always...! I thought he would understand my proposal, and the matter will be resolved as and then, as it was veryyyyy minute matter... atleast when it is among such 'Best Friends'...!

    But i don't know what this friend of mine has said to other two friends... that... One of my Best Friends, and My Own Room-mate, here in TVM, stopped talking to me. I thought he was angry on something. But he was fine with everyone else. Then i understood that he was angry on me, not on somebody else :|

    I do have some EGO, but not much. So, i could just 'MAIL' him, but couldn't try to make him talk. In the mail, i was rude, but also tried to explain him, what had happened. But i didn't any reply from him... Till Date...! So, who left whom, now? (I know that, this friend of mine has a lot of ego and attitude. But i didn't know that he would show that with his Close Friends too. Well, never mind... I have mine too )

    When coming to other two... they both are considered as my 'Brothers', in my family. Every single family member knows about them, and my parents does consider them as my own...! I never loved any others more than them. My new Bestie.... Shankar loves me a lot, even when i just show him 5 to 10% of love, that i show on the other two....!! But...they have always made fun of me and have always mistook me....! :|

    I think they both does like me also... but they never show it much, as i do. When they are individually alone with me, they would be fine. But when they both meet, they would make hell lot of fun on me...! : D Ofcourse, that's the best thing about them :) That's what i love about them too :)

   After this ILP, we will all be separated. One of these 3 would be with me, and i was happy, atleast for that. But yesterday... the last day of ILP... that Bestie of mine, got a mail that even he got transferred to Chennai, from Hyderabad, along with other Two...! :| I was speechless, disheartened, calm, sad... and almost all such feelings filled my Heart...!

    I have made myself some veryyyy good friends here in ILP, but even they were set to Banglore....! Which means, i'll be all alone in my life @ Hyderabad...! Didn't find anyone to speak. Everyone had their problems. So, spoke to mom. Didn't feel better.
Planned for a trip with Colleagues. Plan got cancelled.
Tried to sleep. Couldn't sleep.
Tried to watch movies. Couldn't pay concentration.

    My room mate made me a total stranger by now...! He woke up at 11, and by 11:15, he was out of room. Didn't know where he went. Other two showed up...but left as well. Didn't know what to do.
Went to someone who 'Likes' me, and whom i like a lot.... My Banglore Friends. Ate at 'Spice hut', and went to 'The Expendables 2' movie with them. Later, lots of fun and Shopping and jokes have happened, and that's a totally different story. Bcoz, i would anyhow love being with them....!

   The matter now is... my bestie's have also invited me to join them for weekend. But...
* My room mate won't talk to me. If i go, he will face difficulty facing me.
* They all will be very happy, as they all are going to same place. I would feel sad.
* After that clash, even the other two weren't so close to me. So, i can't bear that....!

   So, i just went out with my other friends, and had a great time. Our wave lengths match. Our frequencies match. We are fair with each other, and so... we make up a great Friendship bond :)

   And when i returned, my bestie's asked me that question. I didn't know what to answer. Just came to room. My room mate also came. He just packed everything. I thought he is packing for our trip on Monday. But he just packed and left from room... Without a word....! (He is out of the Room. Went to his other friends place). Tears rolled in my eyes. Did i really do such a big mistake, that these Best friends, whom i valued a lot are hating me??
Most of the people i meet, does like me at first. But soon, this is what happens. Why?
Am i really a bad guy, to be with?
Then why do people get separated from easily, without any bond?

Well... i don't know answers of any of these questions...!!!
But with these friends, i just asked something stupid, but expected them to understand me. Didn't expect them to take it in that way...! But still, even now, i won't consider myself wrong. Bcoz i wasn't...!

And, I am fine with it. My heart broke a 1000 times before, and this time, it's fine...        SO FAR. (Forget me, even they will miss a Friend like me. I am sure of it...! And if they don't....... :|

And....I would just ask once again...
"Who left whom?" :|

My 'Best of the Best Contest' for T01

      Just as i said... GITAM changed me, compared to Inter; and ILP changed me, compared to GITAM....
Here is an example for that. When in Inter, if any event occurs... i would just be the Spectator :|
In 4th year of GITAM, when any event occurs, I started to participate :)
Now, in ILP, i started conducting them : D Wow :)
Isn't that great? Atlest for someone like me? Yes, it is :)

      At the end of ILP, i wanted to do something different for my Colleagues ;) (You know, we are now professionals. Rite ;) ... And then i got this idea of conducting a Voting Contest for the Boys and Girls of my Section.... T01... !! (Which is considered the best, among many :) Ofcourse the origin of this idea came from " Nishanth Dash ", who is really a very 'Smart' person. (You know what Smart means, rite. Has awesome knowledge on every diversitive topic, with great memory power)...!

      But ofcourse, i altered and added more to that idea... and made 'Boys vote for Girls', and 'Girls vote for Boys' :) To be fair, had some rules also. And being Indians, we love to break them. And so did some 9 boys and a girl...! :p But still, we got some very good competition from many Nominee's :)

      And finally... the results of the 'Best of the Best' contest were, like this...

Miss T01 - Sai Mounika Inavolu | Mr T01 - Satyatej Koganti

All-Rounder of T01 - Girls : Lakshmi Pratima & Sai Mounika (Tie)
All-Rounder of T01 - Boys : Ramana Yellapu

Character - Vijna | Boys : M Shankar Rao
Active & Friendly (2 Awards) - Sunanda | Boys : Sitaramaraju & Devendra (Tie)
Helping - Ramya | Boys: M Shankar Rao
Smile - Snigdha


Creative - Pratima | Boys : Sivakarthik Dasari
Good Looking - Sai Mounika | Boys : Harsha Gelli
Innocent - Snigda & Amulya Akasapu (Tie)
Intelligent - Sirisha | Boys : P.D.K. Pavan Kumar


Presentation - Sai Mounika | Boys : Krishna kanth
Attitude : Nishanth Dash
Initiative; Gamer (Flirt/Danger) (2 Awards) - Pavan Sai

Also... 'Payal Jain' and 'M.V.S.H Pavan' gave a good competition for the winners.
Also... Malla Ganesh has really been of Great help to me in Conducting this event, right from the beginning. :) Thanks a lot buddy :) And... T01... Rocks :) :D

          Ofcourse, i didn't win in any category. But i did give a very close competition in the "All-Rounder" Category :) That itself is a great feeling for me. I never expected to win. I just wanted to have some fun. That's it :) (Bdw, an anchor should conduct the event. He shouldn't expect any Awards...! :p ) Not only me, but also... Ajay Kontham...who could have easily won in 2 or 3 categories also didn't win...! No prob's :) We anyhow Rock :) Rite ajay? :)

Yo Me...! (Now-a-days)

     Now, after such a horrible life of Inter, when i have entered GITAM... i found it like, i was in Heaven, on Earth. No tension or pressure of Studies; No one to bully; No one to tease; No one to spread rumors or tease; No gossips or bad talk...!!! So... loved it, and fell in love with Life again...! :)

     I considered GITAM... my second mother, as it gave me everything i ever wanted in my Life. Good friends, Good manners, Good respect, Bike ;) , I-phone :p (after losing 3 phones in 3 years ;) , PS-2 and Love for FIFA and many manyyyyyy more happy moments : D and certain bad one's too :|

     Just as i am done with GITAM, and still missing my GITAM life, i was call'ed over by TCS Company to join in Initial Learning Program (ILP), to get better Training of what we learn in Engineering...! (Infact, we doesn't learn anything in Engineering ;) So, reached Trivandrum, Kerala...! God's own Country...! :)

      In inter... i was totally shy-some. In GITAM, i could do some short-films and could interact very easily with Strangers too, and have got myself a great Friend's Circle from all branches and all years...! :)
But one thing still lacking was... " S T A G E   F E A R " and 'Initiativeness'...! :|

       In ILP, the 1st day itself they made me talk infront of the class, about a girl, whom i doesn't know at all.
Ofcourse...later the class became T01 (The best one; as anyone would say about their's ;) and the Girl became our GR (Group Representative :p )...! :)

      Before joining ILP itself, i have made up my mind saying, "No matter what happens, I should be active and perform well in every aspect." I knew that we will be working in Teams, in ILP. So, i have made up my mind that... "No matter how and what my team is, i should give my best for my Team to be the best" :)

       That did work well, and on the long run in ILP.... I could finally forget the word... "Stage Fear" : D
Could do Anchoring as well...! (Did so... On our trip to Kochi); Could Initiate certain events like Vote for the Best of Best; Team Play Events; Customized Song Events; etc, and Was also a part of Ripples, representing T01 (Ofcourse, i just Initiated and helped all ideas to get clubbed together) : D...!

      Now...that's a news for me...! : D A boy...Who was once afraid to 'stand up' in front of class for anything....!! Has become someone Who could speak and share...!! And now... Have become someone Who could Initiate or Contribute....!!    Wowww...for Me...from Myself...! : D for my great Change of Attitude, Character and Professional Personality...! (atleast, i could satisfy my own self :)

Yo... Me...! (In Inter and in GITAM)

      In intermediate (+2), I was like... "Stupid in the class". I take some film cd's to class, and checking happens, and i will get caught and gets mistook them to be some 'bad cd's'...!
      Next time, i wont take any cd's, even then checking happens, and someone else's cd's will be found in my bag, and despite of trying to convince as much as i can, i will be sent out.
      I take some snacks. I plan to eat them in break time. My friend secretly steals them and starts eating. Inorder not to lose my snacks, i snatch them back and eat the remaining. Just at that second, i get caught.
      I start speaking to some one (girl) in my class... and next day, all our 'Chat' would be on 'Black board'...! Now you know... I'm too toooooo shy at that time, and so i won't rub it. Feel embarrassed and almost die with shame...!
      All will play 'pen games'. I start, and the next second... i'm out of class.
      I always had a bad very bad habit of 'Skipping notes'. So, i used to spend almost half the classes outside the class room, in the corridor....!

      Thus were some examples of how my life had been in Inter...! (As i said, only some examples...!)
So, after such a horrible life, where i had got strictly NO support ( only 2 time's, i got) from friends, and on top of that, where and when people used to bully me, tease me, make fun of me, stab me, cheat me.... (YES... every thing happened to me, in case of friends...!) :| what good can i expect from this life?

       Also... Intermediate is considered the 'life saver', with respect to studies in India. (YES. Inter means a lot to parents in Andra pradesh, and general Geeks around, who aim for IIT's, and NIT's, etc...!) So, i have had toooooo much of pressure regarding studies...! And, as it is... i hated studying...! So... frustration. Bunking and roaming around....seeking mental peace.

       All alone. Movies? Dad would say..."get good marks in this weekend, then will see." And friends...? No way. (Infact...none) So, would bunk and watch. :| Hotel? Internet? Games? Beach? Mall? (No way...!) Disco? (doesn't know the meaning too) Such was my life in Inter....!!! Horrible. Boring. Alone.
-------------------------- Let's give it a Break ;) --------------------------
       From such a life, i didn't expect it to change much in Engineering too.
But, God found mercy on me, and gave me 88% in Inter (considered very less in Andra :| ) and a Good Rank in GAT (exam for GITAM) and a worse rank in EAMCET. Also, a transfer to my dad to Tokyo... so that i can join GITAM with less financial tension...!

       And in GITAM, i started making new friends. New life. No problems. No tensions. (Luckily, all my inter mates went to either better colleges than GITAM or worse colleges than GITAM ...! )

       In engineering... I did only what i thought would not lead me into problems. 1st year... nothing much to be said. When i said..."nothing much"... i mean it. "No studies too" :p So, got a 'back-log' in Maths (the name itself sends me shivers through my spine...! I am so very poor at it :| )

       That gave me a very awkward feeling that, everyone's speaking about me only... that i have got myself a back-log...! That did hurt me...and I started taking studies seriously very seriously, since then.

       Got myself a great bunch of friends...! Not genius, but good enough to study and share together :)
So, during 'dry months' of the semester... all we do would be just hanging out and playing FIFA and TEKKEN on my PS2, or would just go around, and have fun. During the exam time, would study together and all would get almost same CGPA...! (Normally, around 8. Sometimes 8.5. Not more than that) This was the story for the rest of my life in GITAM.

       This is just a overview. Not only me...if anyone starts writing about their Engineering life... they would write atleast 10 times the size of a Normal blog...! That's common...! That's the sweetness of Engineering...!
------------------------ Let's Continue in Part-2 ----------------------------------

!...Orange Love...! (Part-2)

Hope you have read the 'Part-1' of this Blog...!
 
 I would like to mention certain points, which made this film (Orange)... the most favourite of all others movies, in my life.
 
 1) He has had 9 love stories before Jaanu, and even then, Jaanu loved him...Only because.. He is honest, loyal, true to face and by nature, and really lovable...! (Ofcourse he has had some physical contact with other girls, but he has not crossed limits...!)

   Now the point is... there are certain people who argue that " True Love " can happen only once, and all others are just attractions...!!!   I deny the argument.

-> When you are true, and doing nothing wrong with anyone, and respecting the individual; then you have every right to love another person, on mutual understanding and by not breaking their Trust, if its not working out with One.

(Here, i am not asking you to 'Love' and 'Leave'...! Understand the point. No matter how well we try, some times, things wont work out, and there is nothing wrong in loving another person, in such cases)

 2) In this film, there are certain characters, who oppose Ram, in his argument of "love is NOT ever lasting"...! For all of them, Ram asks certain questions, as a part of 'truth and dare game', and makes them realise that he was right.

For exp: Have you ever lied to your boy friend/girl friend?
* Have you ever said that, he/she doesn't look good?
* Have you ever felt that, you are with wrong person?
* Are you now-a-days feeling that, it would better if he/she doesn't call you?
* What if a beautiful girl comes to you and asks, what do u want of me.. Love or Sex..? What would u choose? (The best answer was to say..."I'm already in love", if you are committed and want to be true to your love)... and so on...!

   Just question yourselves too, and if you have any such symptoms... please don't hesitate to get them cleared, before its too late.

3) Ram's argument was not to 'love and leave'. He says..."lets forget everything and lets love as much as we can...! But, only until... 'lies' & 'avoidance' start playing a major role among our relationship...!"

 Seriously... no matter how well you are in love; for some people, at some point of time... "Avoidant nature" shows up. (This might not happen to all pairs, but happens to most of them) Reason might be due to work pressure, or family tensions or being away on a travel or whatever it might be...! At such times, best solution is to 'Sit and talk and resolve', than to get frustrated and fight over it...!!! And if things can't be worked out... then its better to 'Leave', than to drag things up and worsen them...!

 4) This film also has a character... who will be in love with Jaanu for 12 long years...! But he will never propose her or never let her know his feelings...!

   Whereas Ram, gets into action as soon as he see's Jaanu and expresses his love in such a way that, she becomes irresistable in his love...! (She likes 'Lion jokes', and so he takes her directly to 'Wild Lion Safari'; she likes 'Action', and he gets a chance to fight with some 'thugs' to save her from... and so on)

-> Now, the point is... "You should always showcase yourselves. You should let your girl know... what you actually are, and what you actually have, and what you are capable of".

   Just say, you have a Shop, and customers are coming in, but are unable to find the required goods on showcase, and are leaving without buying anything. But in real, you have all that they need... but in the 'Store room'...! Then what is the use...?? There's no use in keeping your feelings in the Store room...! :)
   So, One should let their Love, know... whatever they have, inorder to let their love get, what they were in search of...!

 5) Ram has changed 9 girls, but he was true to all, and said the same to each and every one of them. He said what all has actually happened, and why his love has not worked out..., And why he is in love again...! Only then, his new love story, took its wings...!

   Whereas, there is a character in the film, who maintains two girls at the same time. He 'bluffs and flirts' with both of them at the same time...! The result being... he will lose both of them, and also gets f*c*ed up... for lying all the time...!

 6) Also this film has a character, who gets into fight with his wife... all the time. Gets frustrated, and depressed ... but never gives up hope on her... even tough she looks worse...! He compromises more...the more...he gets pissed off by his wife...!

-> This influences Ram, towards the end of story... and he himself changes accordingly, when the guest character says..." you should start compromising, else you will be left only with reasons, towards the end"...!
   And then, Ram starts compromising with his life, according to Jaanu's will. (Starts playing Golf, goes for a job, sacrifices his love for graffiti, etc)

-> Now, the point is... "We should compromise in love, at times... to keep some relation ships alive. Because... at the end, we shouldn't be just left out with reasons...!"


 Now, thus were some main points in this film, which have influenced my life a lot.
* I have started being true to my love (no matter how bad the truth might be),
* I have started being honest,
* I have started compromising, to keep her happier...! :)
* I always do show case what all i have ;) [I never boast. I just show, what i am]
* I also have made up my mind to be in the relationship only until its 'sweet and simple'...!
   (But ofcourse, its not really in our hands to leave... when your Special One is holding you back, with all their might. :) So, i gave up...trying to get away.. ! :)

- Love. Be True. Get Loved. Enjoy life -

!...Orange Love...! (Part-1)

   You will understand my intention of writing this blog, in the " Part-2 ", and also, when you are done with the plot, in this part. Just keep reading :)

   'Orange'... My fav color, and my fav film's name...! (Its a telugu film *'ing Ram charan tej and Genelia, Directed by Bhaskar) For those who have seen this film, its fine. And for those who haven't... this blog might help you go into the whirlpool of Love...! :)

   To start of with, the basic plot of this film is

-> Set on the backdrop of Australia. Ram (Ram charan) is introduced to be an youngster who loves graffiti and doesn’t believe in everlasting love. He has gone through 9 loves in his life, and thinks that love between two people eventually dies out, as time passes by. As a person with strong morals, he is honest and wants to love life and live with open mind, open thought and open action with his lover.

   Jaanu (Genelia D'Souza) studies in the same college as Ram. He falls in love with her at first sight and goes onto wooing her. She eventually ends up falling for him, but wants him to promise to love her forever. Ram, of course, nonchalantly dismisses this and explains how he cannot love her forever. This leads to a clash of their ideologies.

   Ram shows Jaanu how even true love stales after a while and true love cannot stay forever, while Jaanu shows him examples of everlasting love, like her friends and her parents. However he makes it clear that love between two people is never the same as it first is.

   Abhishek (a local police officer) makes Ram tell him why he feels like this, and Ram explains another love in his life, Rooba (Shazahn Padamsee). He falls in love with her as she visits Hyderabad (a place in India) when Ram was on a foreign exchange project. He follows her to Mumbai, and they both fall in love. However as time passes, the couple faces problems and Ram feels himself lying more and more just to make Rooba happy. Unable to take it anymore, he tells her that he cannot continue loving her if he has to lie and sacrifice so much for her. They break up, and through the experience Ram becomes the man he is, now.
  
   Towards the end, Ram realises that if he continues in this way, he would be left out alone in his life with no lover. So, he decides to get compromised. Soon, without lying, but seriously sacrificing certain things, gets into a job of jaanu's wish and decides to stay with her forever. <-

   Now, that we are done with the plot of the film, in this part, lets move to 'Part - 2', where you will come to know, what i actually wanted to share with you all, regarding 'Love'...through this film...! Lets Go..!

Why Blog?

         Well...when i said to my friends that i have started blogging... the first expression i got was... "What? Blogging? Why? You?". This is not only the expression of my friends... but its a common and general expression which we can expect from almost all of Indians...!

         Not that they are agaisnt such things, well ofcourse they are ;) The only things Indians care, would be... Studies, Job, Family and if time permits... sports (When i say 'sports', Don't expect all kinds...! We are confined to a very narrow selection, which includes Cricket at top position and followed by Tennis. Nothing more) - at common level.

        Some celebs gave us the taste of blogging, like Amitabh bachchan, Aamir khan, and a few more... but couldn't inject much of it. In a country of population over steaming 1.22 billion, a number of some approx 3 million bloggers is considered very meagre...! This shows, how lacking we Indians are in... with respect to Blogging.

        When a kid thinks of writing something creative out of his mind, his parents would bounce on him, with all kinds of this so call'ed, "good to be nothing" scoldings...! which will kill his interest on such things in his collegian life...! (and gets forced to his studies) And as it is said, those things which we are not used to in our early life, are difficult to be dealt with later... and so... not many bloggers come from India...!

Now, some Indians might also say... 

* "what is the actual use of blogging?", or 

* "Why do you wanna share your personal thoughts to everyone?", or 

* "Why would you waste your time on such unnecessary activities?" or even, 

* "If you want memories, why don't you go for writing a diary?"...!

Well... some of their questions do have point.

        Why do we actually blog? We can keep our memories in Diaries...! If u can't carry your Diary book all the time, have it in your Smart phone...! (Almost all the go-wild teenagers have them, and we can expect things like these, only from such people...! NO OFFENCE...It's true.) So, why do people blog???

       The answer would be... "People write blogs as a way to express themselves and their knowledge or expertise. People read blogs as a source of information or because they find the writer interesting."

And also...

    "The writer may have a lot of knowledge to share, and the reader may want an informal way to learn about a topic. Some people use blogs to find other people with similar problems, issues or situations. Blogs can be anonymous, which helps a lot of people share information without being known." (Is what i have found on Internet..! :p)

          

          But in general...i feel.. People write blogs, just as a trial to increase their popularity. Celebs write it to be in touch with fans, and to increase fan base. Normal people write them,

* To show-off their writing skills (which they gain from certain books they come across),

* To generate a significant income, (This is true. Only through blogs, did 'Andhra Kitchen' became, and got voted to be the 'Best Restaurant in Tokyo'..!)

* To get in touch with more people online,

* And also with an intention to gain 'Followers' or 'To get noticed'...!

(atleast i started with that intention ;))

        Now, to end this up... Bloggers are people who have some thing creative, motivative and informative with them, to share with the World. There might be more number of people who oppose them, and still find it useless... but there are certain millions, getting benefited by them :)

                        So,.... - Keep Blogging. Keep Sharing. Keep Smiling. Keep Motivating -

My 1st Blog

              Well... this is my first ever blog, and i'm pretty much excited about it. (Have stopped my 'Avengers' game and Agent Vinod's, 'Rabta' song, which i have been listening, for more than 20 times now, since morning... just to concentrate on my Blog)

              I have just read my friend - Ajay kontham's blogs (he has some 200+ approximately, and is a very good writer) and just wanted to give 'Blogging', a try of my own. When i have logged in to Blogger, i found that i am on blogger since April,2007...! Wow... now that's a news...! :)

              Well... i actually have a habit of writing diary (since 4 years or so) everyday, and after joining in the ILP training in TCS @ Trivandrum... my habit got altered, and now i write it on every weekend...! reason being... no time for such habits. Ofcourse there is time after coming to my old fashioned and almost packed room, but my time gets killed as soon as i login to this "Facebook", which has changed the lives of Students in 2000's, to the lives of students in 90's and past.

              So... not to get distracted from the topic... what i was saying is that... my life had many habits when i was in GITAM University, like Short film making; FIFA on Play-station; Collecting coins,stamps and whatever comes in a series and i feel like collecting...! :) And the most practiced habit was... "Writing Diary", which generally holds all my day-to-day activities only. I never went much into feelings and such sort.

            I prefer "notes" on my I-Phone for all the status'es, quotes and feelings...! Ofcourse its not secured from others... but i still prefer that :) And i was always from blogging, as i think, its unnecessary to let people know what i am doing and what i am feeling, and if i want to 'Save up' anything for future... then i have my diary with all the daily stuff...! But...today... i wanted to start-up with 'Blogging' too... just to share my feelings (atleast not all) with others...! Afteral, its not a bad idea...! :)

           Also, who knows... my blogs might get popular one day...and i might get a few fans too ;)
And... " N oI s I o N "... i don't know if anyone has ever used it, but its strictly my own invention. I always wanted a 'Word', which is not there in the dictionary, for my own...and one day i got this word after some jumblings and since then... NoIsIoN (which can be read from all sides, the same way) has become a very crucial part of my life (I seriously mean it)...!

          So, NoIsIoN would be my Blog name...and... My journey or campaign of Blogging starts from today....!!! (The 55th day of ILP, and also the best one of ILP, so far, as i have had lots of fun with Nishanth (sarcastic pandit) , Shankar (love maniac) , Vaibhav (innocent knife) and Me, myself ( ) <- no words found to  describe myself ->, Ranking the Girls of my T01 class in certain factors, and teasing's, arm wrestling's, Soccer superstar's, Quiz'es and all...! It surely is a day to remember from ILP) :)

         The blogging era of Agent BHV (my online Name for 'Avengers' Game) starts from 20th August now.